Explode Inside Out, Clear and Loud!

There is something inside me,
Something trying to hide from me,
Or trying to hide me!
From myself and the kinds like me?

Something that doesn't wanna come out,
Its trying to turn me inside out!
I cannot scream nor can I shout,
Whats more I never wanna find out!

Oh, these are system flaws?
Like human with claws!
Inside me it wants to explode,
Growing bigger with every thought!

All around there is so much worry,
Illusions and reality mixed in a hurry
Mysteries and Myths create the Divine,
Confused I'm between my heart and my mind

Am I puzzled by the world so fine?
Like the moon and the sunshine,
Like the Earth and the Sky, And the birds that fly,
Like Evolution, Revolution and the Nuclear Fusion,
Like Sound and Vision and the Change of Season.
Everything looks so divine and special
But then they say "Nothing is Real"!