Coming Out of Denial

May be I'll never fall in love again
May be the wound is never going to heal
And may be the scars will always remain
While this love will never get its due
I'll always want you
The way I've always wanted you

The fragrance of your body lingers around my head
Words play in a loop repeating what you last said
While my mind was unable to comprehend
My heart was unable to come to terms with what I read
Like the waves that never make it to the shore
I got consumed and couldn't be your friend any more

Was I blind to love you true?
How I dont mind remaining blind
You dont even have a clue
If there is only one last thing
That I can have from this life
I'd want one last hug from you
But a wish is just a wish
Mine rarely comes true

No drug got me high the way your kisses did
That intoxication completely blew off my lid
Its painful to be so far away and think about you
But its a sweet pain, atleast I get to think of you
I was longing for you to love me back
And for a moment I felt it too!
Perhaps time didnt hear me I wanned more
Cause it turned away leaving me on the cold floor

Sweet memories from you is what I'll cherish
Rest will be forgotten like gibberish
Your face is stuck to my conscious mind
Into the oblivion my soul wants to perish
I know love will find you soon again
But please dont forget me until then!
While my heart is broken into uncountable pieces
Sending you all my hugs and kisses

The Call of Silence

An unborn life

A mind in a coma

Like one-sided love

A body without a soul

And a heart with a hole

Life proceeds without a goal

But there is sound of silence to ignite us all

Start of an end

An endless story

The hangman sings

The deadman’s glory

As we rise we begin to fall

But still we walk bold and tall

When sound of silence inside us calls

I Talking

I didn't want to but I have found you
I’ve been with you I’ve been inside
I know you feel like all hopes have died
But after all these years I‘ve nothing to hide
I had to find you, nothing I’ve got to prove
From square one to sixty-four, this is how I move!

You’ve lost your strength, you’ve got your fears
Lost your sight somewhere far from near
With silvery eyes, shining like a dew
Reflecting the light, that comes right through
You stare at me but I haven’t got a face
As you fall from grace, get lost without a trace!

The Final Destiny

Like a journey that comes to a standstill

A point where mind matters more than heart

The horizon looks dusty, my vision impaired

By the wind blowing right on my face

I try to see through a narrow slit

That opens up in between my eyelids

The next step I take is going to make or break

The way that leads me to the end

Lose friends, path bends

No defense! A down trend?

This decadence of my life's essence

Causes my sentiments to resent,

Uncertainty surrounds me

But my mind and soul blends

To make a fence around me

Preparing me for my final destiny

Tears Of Ice

Tears of Ice

Run from my eyes

Down to my face

Where it Solidifies

Unchanged even

Under the Winter Sun

Shines like a jewel

A sign of sacrifice

Place it on my edifice

Once my soul dies

Fading Thought

I am drowning in my tragedies

Overdosed with pills that kill

As my vital signs decrease

My body lies still

I am flashing thru the memories

Losing my will to heal

These perpetual casualties

In my life's ordeals

Regret

I kept looking everywhere

When what I needed was right there

And it was waiting

Now I've come back only to find

Traces of what I've lost behind

And they too are fading

The flowers have decayed away

Once upon a time they were in bloom

The wind used to make them sway

Now they lay weathered,

Perhaps too soon!