Digipaint

Tattoo

Digital

At the End of My Day

I was told
That if I was bold enough to hold
On to my faith and grow old
Against the heat and the cold,
That my day would brighten up
Page by page, like written in gold
That I would be able to pay
All my debts away
Without my Soul being sold
At the end of my day
But here I am, old and almost crazy
Feeling weak, down and lazy
Dont feel like pretending
That my days aren't ending
Well now i know for sure
I could have asked for more
But its the end of my day now
End of my stay now
My broken Heart and broken Soul
Still reminds me of my Wakeup Call

Me In The Rain

I said 'its just a little rain'
Maybe, it'll wash down the Sins and the Pain!
So I drenched myself on the wet lane
In the city's dirt mixed with rain
But again, it was just a gesture
After all, gods used it to 'clean the Earth'
And give birth from the dirt
Something worthy to live, to glorify them
And their creativity?
The moments were such
That everything was supposed to go fine,
Still something went wrong
The Players and the Music,
The Singers and the Song,
The blissful harmony was broken
And again the hymns were gone!
That was all a long time ago,
The leaves have fallen into the river's flow.
But tonight its just me in the rain,
All of god's work in vain, again!

Explode Inside Out, Clear and Loud!

There is something inside me,
Something trying to hide from me,
Or trying to hide me!
From myself and the kinds like me?

Something that doesn't wanna come out,
Its trying to turn me inside out!
I cannot scream nor can I shout,
Whats more I never wanna find out!

Oh, these are system flaws?
Like human with claws!
Inside me it wants to explode,
Growing bigger with every thought!

All around there is so much worry,
Illusions and reality mixed in a hurry
Mysteries and Myths create the Divine,
Confused I'm between my heart and my mind

Am I puzzled by the world so fine?
Like the moon and the sunshine,
Like the Earth and the Sky, And the birds that fly,
Like Evolution, Revolution and the Nuclear Fusion,
Like Sound and Vision and the Change of Season.
Everything looks so divine and special
But then they say "Nothing is Real"!

Recurrsive

Once again I've come to this Field
Carryin' this ol' sword and my rusted shield.
Memories of the past
Pass before my eyes,
The ol' and broken promises
An' the bitter lies.
Maybe I'll find ma glory under this Sky
Or may be I'll die!
Maybe I'll fall on my knees
An' this time I'll cease to exist!
Whateve' it is ,
Don't cry fo me please.