Fading Thought

I am drowning in my tragedies

Overdosed with pills that kill

As my vital signs decrease

My body lies still

I am flashing thru the memories

Losing my will to heal

These perpetual casualties

In my life's ordeals

Regret

I kept looking everywhere

When what I needed was right there

And it was waiting

Now I've come back only to find

Traces of what I've lost behind

And they too are fading

The flowers have decayed away

Once upon a time they were in bloom

The wind used to make them sway

Now they lay weathered,

Perhaps too soon!

Karma

Karma is your destiny,
With Infinite powers that you wont see
It energized, materialized, until you realized
All that you are and all that you'll be

The emotions that you release
Negative or positive
Like fairy tales and fantasies
Create probabilities

Betrayed by emotions uncontrolled
Love and Fear , they are called
Sometimes you stay and sometimes move on
Do what you may, a Karma is born

Feed your Karma, burn your soul
This cycle must go on and on
If you die, you are re-born
Your karma too will come along!

[that which is meant for everyone to go thru]

Shattered Souls

We are all lost souls searching for a way home
Wandering aimlessly, hoping the path that we walk on
Would finally make us whole
And heal our shattered souls

Our spirits are torn though the scars are gone

The pain stays while the sadness lingers on

Until finally when we'll find our home

We'll heal our shattered souls

Our body feels so hollow our souls have lost their glow

The sadness that we swallow keeps us down and low

Like swiming up the stream against the currents flow

We would like to crossover but its not yet time to go

My Karma

[That which is meant for me to go thru]

Its been a while since you and me
Had something that I could not see
I wasn't aware of my intentions
Nor the intention of my emotions
Though I could trust my senses
Unbreakable were those sequences!
Like a king without a kingdom to run
Like a kid who just wants to have fun
I created fantasies of various degrees
With a weightless heart I was carefree

Don't know when it all begun
Until it was all come and done
Like hit by fire from a cannon gun
Like stuck at a point of no return
I could feel my fear hover
Someone lifting me from my cover
But it wasn't just yet over
I had Karma left for time to come
And it was going to bring me down
Cause I was lost and not yet found

What goes around, comes around
My karma flows thru me and it surrounds
Me in loops of ups and downs
When I hurt you, and tore your heart
Apart, as we disagreed to depart,
A Karma was born for me to walk
To feel the force of fear and love
Taking me through what I deserve
And it would finally bring me down
Would not rest until I am found

No one knows where Karma leads
But it always does, as it always did
I was going to feel what you felt,
Deal what you dealt with
Not once but thrice, equally justifies
What I was suppose to see as it would always be
What goes around comes around
My Karma finally brings me down
I was lost but now I am found!
Fullcircle, my Karma comes around

[Dedicated to a soul that was hurt]

Mystic Warrior

Dead Man's Poem

Finally, Death sets me free

From my "eternal like" Agony

And in silent appreciation

Of what surrounds me

I decide to step outside

Feeling like a bona fide

Wishing what I wanna be

Seeing what I wanna see

I had tried and I had lied

All the rules I had defied

But I rest my end to fate

Nothing left to debate

This is the way I go

This is the way I fade

With regrets of the past

I wished for a change in future

Always I begged to differ

Selling my soul was what I preferred

'Cause I have waited

As waiting was my last defense

But Moments of endless hours

Drained all my confidence

Living in the past-tense

Overflowed my sentiments

Slides of memory came rushing thru

Whispering again and again

This is the way it all grew

This is the way it ends too!

Now I am on the other side

Where I don’t need to run or hide

Feels like I'm a new born

All my worldly senses are gone

Looking back I can see myself

Lifeless, soul-less, all alone

That is my past, and it didn’t last

It came from dust and its gone to dust

But I am here to carry on

Where there's no right and no wrong

I listen to this Soulful song

Singing, “This is where I belong

Its worth the wait, only too long!

But this is where I belong”